Saturday, January 28, 2012 @ How do i choose between my head and heart
Before my iphone screws up and my January events deletes itself, i shall blog.
10&11Jan
JC openhouses!
12Jan
WORK AND EARNED MORE MONEY.
Headed to class chalet. Great time spent with those people and funny games of werewolf and indian poker (:
13Jan
With severe lack of sleep (3hours?) from class chalet, we went back to AHS for CCA showcase! :D Hahaha, i really like the feeling of singing in the parade square when the weather's really good. I wont say i miss MD, but i miss band loads O:
14Jan
Service & Midnight movie! (:
15Jan
I FORGOT.
16Jan
Send mouktita off!
Met Hannah and Guangjun and headed to Veganburg to treat the birthday boy (: Hunted for good dessert shops and met up with the lovebirds at Vivo for good dessert yay! :D Abolished plans to go to sentosa cause it was really hot, and being a spoilt and paranoid-of-the-sun-ever-since-i-got-badly-burnt kid, I strongly opposed to going sentosa hahaha. So sorry hannahchong!
Slacked and talked and iloveHABA (:
17Jan
Shopping with Shijie, Joscelin, Kendra, Lynnette, Adeline, Weilin! (:
Good food for dinner with family and ahgong (:
18Jan
Shopping with mummy! And we came back too late for me to bake ): It's gonna be hard to find time to bake anytime soon since school's about to start and i'm really upset about it :/ Oh wellz.
Anyway, chinatown with daddy and mummy at night! (:
19Jan
GREAT TITANIC EXPERIENCE WITH XIAOQIAN XIAOQUAN AMANDA KENDRA :D
THE ICEBERG IS SO COOL.
AND MY CHARACTER IS STILL ALIVE.
I think it's so cool to be at the bottom of the ocean O:
20Jan
I FORGOT.
21Jan
Fleaaaaaa with Xiaoqian Xiaoquan Kendra (:
Service!! :D
22Jan
New Year's eve at grandma's! Steamboat was goooooood and there was the usual slacking time + sparkles at the playground!
23Jan&24Jan
BAINIAN.
25Jan
Bainian at Amanda's! (: Watched 2 movies in a day!
26Jan
Bainian with HABA, then met Yunjin for dinner before my contacts started to stab my eye a 1000times till i teared all the way home from Tampines. Ow.
27Jan
Bainian with GB (: Watched another movie and had great fun playing cards and LIFE.
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It's saturday. School's on tuesday.
I. Am. So. Scared.
I dont get how everyone's so excited for jc because i really am not ): Maybe i think too much, i think far past making new friends and new starts and orientation. I think about negative stuff and how i'm going to die in a foreign place.
Ok, touch wood. I shall not say bad stuff since it's cny or i'll lose my money hmph.
Goodnight earth.
I'm a happy girl today, but i'm kinda sad too.
No, i cant use ambivalence here ._.
Thursday, January 26, 2012 @
God, I am so scared. Please guide me.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 @
Monday, January 23, 2012 @
God-sent words while i'm tearing and flipping a magazine.
There are times however when things just simply do not work and you have to learn to change gears and 'let go' of the original concept you have in mind.
Thursday, January 19, 2012 @
You can leave me if you want. I'll remember you. I remember everyone that leaves.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 @ Play it loud
I've been looking under rocks and breaking logs, just trying to find you.
Monday, January 16, 2012 @ Youtopia
Colour the dusk, deep navy blue
And try to be brave
'cause I'll be right beside you
There's a world so high
Hold out your hands
And you can go anywhere
So reach for the stars
'cause I'll be waiting up there
And you can finally fly
'cause you'll be lighter than air
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Sent Mouktita off today, but i didn't get to send Christie off yesterday ):
Watching them leave seemed to empty a big part of my heart. I keep telling myself they'll be coming back, but I really think everything would be so different when they're back. I'm so afraid of what's gonna happen in the future. I'm so afraid of losing the people i love so dearly right now. And no matter how much i might want to hold on to them forever, I'm so afraid i wont have the ability to do so in time to come.
I really am not as strong as everyone thinks.
;_;
Monday, January 09, 2012 @ Rain over me
I've been lagging behind on my updates whoops. And i'm kinda lazy nowwww but okayzxc beware, long post ahead...
25 December
Christmas celebration at Grandma's (:
26 December
Baked @ Chearmin's for farewell!
27 December
GB Farewell! (: Was really a great time spent with the juniors and fellow batchmates. Love them so much xoxo.
28 December
I forgot what i did.
29 December
Went to work at VS again. Uniform sales was really messy but at the end of the day, it was really accomplishing (: Went home to bathe before heading to Thanksgiving chalet at Aloha Changi! (: I had a really great time with E490 (: Dancing & Playing & Cooking & Tonning & Pillow fights and snatching blankets and whatsnot & really just appreciating each other and thanking God for everything in 2011 (:
30 December
Shag like mad after Thanksgiving, so i spent the whole day sleeping in LOL
31 December
Service then met the 1A gang for new year countdown! :D Dinner at Muscle Guy and we got to enjoy 10seconds of fireworks!
Boardwalked to Sentosaaaaa! The boardwalk was really really really pretty, a recommended dating spot HAHA.
Went for icecream at candylicious, walked around and headed back to the boardwalk for countdown! :D
We got to enjoy fireworks from 3 areas - Vivo, USS and Sentosa! It was such an amazing experience and i'm happy because i got to see fireworks and countdown with some other crazy people at the board walk haha. Well at least i got to countdown unlike last year (:
Strolled back and MRT to my house! Surprisingly, the MRT was really empty O: O: O:
Ton with TV, MTVs, Mahjong, Bridge, Hearts, German Bridge for the whole night + Macs breakfast!
Second year crossing the new year with my dear ones and i really hope we'll continue to do such stuff in years to come! (:
1 January
I think i slept throughout. Then went to Grandma's! (:
2 January & 3 January
I forgot what i did. Probably helped mummy to clean up the house! O:
OH I BAKED ON 3January WHOOHOO! :D Was really successful even though it was my first attempt with no guidance. Super duper uber accomplished!
4 January & 5 January
Went back to school for Sec1 orientation (: Great to see the councillors again! Moreover, 5Jan was Bad Karma Day's 1st year anniversary AND cuiwen&caihao's second year anniversary whoohooo (: Awesome 18chefs dinner with batchmates! (:
6 January
Woke up really early and headed to 313 to camp (Like from 10am to 4pm kinda camppppp) with Lynnette and Adeline. Ate and talk while waiting for Shijie's work break so that we could surprise her. We got so bored and being girls, we naturally ended up taking photos HAHA.
Ended up watching Sherlock Holmes at Cineleisure while waiting hehe.
Surprised the birthday girl and she was like OMG O: O: O: O: O:!!!! It was such a successful surprise because she was TOTALLY clueless yayyyy (:
Hahaha, met Kendra after that and we proceeded to A&F whoohoooo! Honestly, it's such a cool place with hawttt guys gosh.
Dinner at Seoul Garden Hotpot with EXTREMELY good service :D
Saboteur @ Scape outside 98.7fm :DD
DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY AND WE KNOCKED ON 98.7's WINDOW WITH THIS...
AND DEVIAN NODDED HIS HEAD AND WE WENT HYSTERIC!
What a memorable day. Happy 17th my dearest Gwee, xoxo!
7 January
TJC Openhouse with gbmates! Met Hazel :D :D
Collected scholarship and met many other primary school friends (:
Celebrated Uncle's birthday with goooood foooood and good entertainment from the lil kids (:
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She unfriended me the other week, but friended me again this week HAHAHA.
I love her for making my day (: |
8 January
I dyed my hair to dark brown and it looks realllllly black now ):
Spend my day at Grandma's! + SUPER GOOD CHOCS FROM USA WHOOHOO!
9 January
Thank God for really good results! :D
Left for DinTaiFung with Kendra, Joscelin, Lynnette and Adeline!
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| XIAOLONGBAOS FOR THE WIN WHOOHOOOO! |
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| Cheers to great results (!!) |
Starbucks after Kendra left!
Thennnn, good food at Lena's with Mummy & Daddy!
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That pretty much sums up everything.
Looking forward to making my last few weeks of holiday really great and happening!
Goodnight Earth (:
Saturday, January 07, 2012 @ Need you like i've never needed anyone before
So so saddening how only a 2year old can make me feel worthy at this point of time. Like she really needs and loves me when she gives me a hug or when she holds my hand or when she gives me her balloon and lollipop. What is this disgusting and sick feeling that makes me think that i'm so worthless.
I really need a hug now :(
Wednesday, January 04, 2012 @
"I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."— Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
Ahh, that feeling.
