Colour the dusk, deep navy blue
And try to be brave
'cause I'll be right beside you
There's a world so high
Hold out your hands
And you can go anywhere
So reach for the stars
'cause I'll be waiting up there
And you can finally fly
'cause you'll be lighter than air
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Sent Mouktita off today, but i didn't get to send Christie off yesterday ):
Watching them leave seemed to empty a big part of my heart. I keep telling myself they'll be coming back, but I really think everything would be so different when they're back. I'm so afraid of what's gonna happen in the future. I'm so afraid of losing the people i love so dearly right now. And no matter how much i might want to hold on to them forever, I'm so afraid i wont have the ability to do so in time to come.
I really am not as strong as everyone thinks.
;_;